Wednesday, 24 August 2011

I want to be beautiful

I've got two weeks exactly until I'm back at college. 


I am 119lbs right now, hideously fat and ugly. I did something stupid and carved 'fat' into my thigh last night. Stupid, stupid. The moment comes sometimes and it doesn't matter.


At least it's motivation! ;)
My two week plan is to eat 250 calories per day (soup, veg, fruit, cups of tea, crackers, mainly...)
and exercise a lot :)


My 'base' exercise which I have to do every single day without fail is:
morning: stretch, yoga, pilates
day/evening: 30 minutes exercise bike
night: stretch, pilates, yoga


And on top of that, I have to go jogging at least 7 times before college, so that means pretty much once every other day. I can't say every day because English weather isn't trustworthy and I haven't got my gym membership yet (I plan to in a month).


My awful weight and measurements now:
weight: 119lbs (8 stone 7 pounds)
breast: 36"
waist: 28"
hips: 35"
thies: 20"


My goals for in two weeks are:
weight: 110lbs (7 stone 12 pounds)
breast: 35/36"
waist: 25"
hips: 34"
thies: 18"




I need to lose 9 pounds, 3 inches off my waist, 1 inch off my hips and 2 inches off my thies. In two weeks, I hope I can do it. I can't be hated and fat!