Nothing to be

Nothing to do or be really.
I'm only going to be 'healthy eating' for just over a week - which won't get much results. Then I go on holiday, where I will eat. I am taking diet pills with me, and when I get back I'll have 7 weeks of summer. 7 weeks to be myself, with no one around. 
I shall use them 7 weeks wisely. The first four days I'll still be at college, but after that I'm free. Technically it's 7 weeks and 2 days. 
It's going to be wonderful, finally, a goal again! A lovely brilliant fantastic goal.


The goal of being 95 pounds with a 22" waist. I want to be thin and perfect.
I can't wait to go back to college, to go back a happier, thinner, more beautiful version of myself.