Terrible day.
Cup of tea, carrots and hummus, cracker, half bowl chicken noodle soup, pancake full tin tomato soup, piece of bread, another cracker, actimel, more carrots and hummus
This all came to about 710 calories. I am disgusted.
I know for a fact I will be drinking another cup of tea also. I checked my weight a minute ago - I've put on a pound. I don't understand and I feel like crying. I don't want to throw up! I hate myself, my fat body, all 119 pounds of it. I hate my rolls of fat when I bend, my huge thies, chubby cheeks. I want to die - I want to be thin.
I am not taking this any more. I can eat 250 calories a day maximum and I skip and go on exercise bike. Swimming once or twice a week, same with jogging. Nothing with carbs.
It needs to be done.
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